I couldnt sleep last night. Its interesting to me ..that when the body doesnt have food in it…it just gnaws at you and after 9 days of jucing and living a regular life, working and taking care of a 3 & 5 yr old half the time..it took its toll but i could do more if i had too. Always MORE isnt there…the tank always a has a little more…i think im gonna stop burning the candle down to its wicks end…i tend to do that with everything feom my car to my relationships (family,friends,work).
The neat thing and gift about fasting and meditation is the opportunity to self explore and take a “present view” of where your at on the journey…because lets face it we are all on the journey and we are all on different frequencies trying to swim through life and not a prince or a pauper gets through without searching their soul for answers to what this journey is……..
On the foodtip….i woke up..and ate a handful of raw cashews from my freezer (i like the crunch and then the creamy texture) then went surfing out front..it was magical, balmy at 7am and full of dolphins..this was a good sign!!! Came back had an amazing green juice pears, apples, spinach, lemon
Then this for lunch…..
my 1st meet 11 days..beef ribs w my mom and best friend Funn Roberts (i gotta pub my buddy Funn…the design magazine just need a photo shoot on his work and it will be featured in November..Funn redesigned this acror Vinnie something from MadMen…stoked for Funn..amazing builder that’s dying to do his jewerly, pottery and sculpture and music and painting and..And….AND….the plight of a creative genius…my buddy chaka mo!!!!
A True Genius and he always has an opinion even when he has no idea what your talking about!!!!!
That being said the rib wasnt like eating meat in the muslim quarters in India (cumin,black pepper,cinnamon,salt,garlic dry rub) this rib was bland and it was still good…yes..i love meat. But, i was tired afterwards not just a lil tired but i had to laydown kinda tired it got me good……from there my kids and i went for a great play at the park and after hours of playing …blanket throw, pirate ship the pirate and multiple tag games we met a Guatemalan family that had kids and we hung with them and then the family invited us to eat with them and it was one of the sweetest and dearest meals that i have had. The Grandma didnt speak english but we communicated with our hearts she was alive,shining and golden and sher heart came right through her cooking! I had 3 bowls of Clado de Camarón (shrimp soup) and it was full if shrimp, squash, potato and cilantro…soooooo good!
And soooo needed!!! It was a brilliant, poignant and loving way to start the ever constant next next chapter after the fast and slowing down to smell the roses is a big part of that next phase for me…is slowing down to really feel the experience. Im excited about tomorrow…..DISTRIBUTION…THIS IS THE NEXT CHAPTER OF MY LIFE ;)) Big Love…In Rad We Trust!